Narcissist...you know who you are!

How many people have you chased away from this game?

Did you know that Stalin was a narcissist?

You probably did; narcissists can be highly intelligent.

"I need to clone myself".....wtf is that?

I'm sorry that I had to lie to you Kaos. That was wrong but I could not play otherwise.

This is a bad ending, but bon voyage.

Ban my IP Min.

Pseudo drama!


eryans remarkabe 3rd RETURN to winbolo


boring.

I always knew it was you eryan.

Mr. "I'm a former mac player called blah blah blah".....yet you suddenly adjusted so quickly to winbolo mechanics and you immediately knew how good everyone was....

Maybe I should have just started calling you eryan...like I've started calling champ broly. But, I thought maybe you changed....looks like you haven't.

Its kind of lame having people like you "Quit" and then rejoin under some other alter ego and then claim to be something you aren't. It's also funny that you need min to ban your ip so you aren't can't physically play the game when you inevitably give into the temptation later. Has bolo really had THAT much of an effect on you?

The classic eryan whining: "this lag hurts me....waaaaah waaaah"...a carbon copy of what your alter ego eryan would say whenever he would make a mistake in an 1v1 (and not have someone else to blame).

And the funniest thing is you call me a narcissist here when it was you who in game spent a good 10 minutes spouting off on how you were going to find stimpy and then crush him to death...all because he shot you a few times (one or two of those times to get pills off you because you had no lgm and he did).

Plus the constant whining in game...like non-stop...."jhood wtf" "omg jon you suck" "fube WTF are you doing"...etc etc... all to players that are better than you....never admitting that you were the one screwing most of the game up.

Then you have the balls to call me a narcissist because i killed you at the dieing stages of a doomed game. Hah, ever heard of the word hypocrite? It suits you perfectly.

P.S

I get pissed at stuff that happens in the game but it all dies down after a few minutes. I get pissed at noobs and vets alike and myself a lot too. I was planning to actually apologize to you when I saw you next....because I reflected that it was quite an arrogant move to do what I did and then blow up at you after the game ended. But I guess it really hits a nerve with you when an ally shoots you (even when the game is clearly over....trust me I was restraining myself from shooting you earlier).

You dont have the fortitude to cope with the emotions that arise in you from playing this game....so for your health's sake...it might be best for you to call it quits indeed....or you can try not wearing your heart on your sleeve and taking everything so personally. Its a game being played over the internet for christs sake....there is pretty limited communication occuring so if you get highly pissed about this....I bet you are a perfect example of a guy who suffers terribly from road rage as well.

Plus comparing me to a mass murderer (2nd only to Mao and well ahead of Hitler) is really mature Eryan. Really mature. If you truly believe that after you have cooled down, then I feel only pity for you.

I wouldn't even compare gb (who I despise the most in the bolo community) to any of the holy triumvirate of genocidal maniacs....

I guess "driving away" people like you who make death threats in the middle of a game equals the killing of 10s of millions of people.... and that makes perfect sense to a hypocrite like you.

And if you do bother to answer, answer me this: who exactly have I driven away from bolo other than an overly sensitive hypocrite like you?

You deserve a response:

(Jinx I know you get bored very easily, so you better stop here)

I did play on the Mac that was not a lie. I failed to mention that I played a handful of LAN games. The only lie was that I wasn't ErYan. Sorry if that hurt someone's feeling (if you "knew", then what is the problem? I remember the interesting chat with Thrall, he seemed a lot like you), or if it was "trolling" but the reason I had to do this was because I could no longer play as my former pseudonym. I didn't ever pretend that I was a bad player to win games. I always used the same new pseudonym. I did not continually berate people or use unnecessary discriminatory remarks. Which is worse? It may seem "lame" to you, but are you willing to look at it from someone else's eyes.

Whenever I have been in one of those losing games with you, the one where we slowly lose pills and territory, you have never been able accept that you are also not good enough. I can sense the flogging is coming. Sure, you might be the best player in the game, but remember that the teams were designed that you had to make up for the deficiency of the other players in your team, including me. It is your greatest weakness in the game: your inability to accept that your game is not perfect (it was also mine, but I am talking about you right now, call me a hypocrite but I am stating a fact). Take the example when you lost two pills and Lancelot berated you for not planting. I even said that you were unlucky to die instead of using that as an opportunity to stick the boot in. Of course you could not accept that Lancelot may have been right, or even 5% right. As you must know, life is not black and white.

I'm sure there are no other people who are addicted to the game, just poor old ErYan, the only player who has ever given in to the temptation of returning to Bolo after "leaving". That makes me a loser. Bolo is bad for me, let us just leave it at that.

The lag does hurt. My ping never falls below 200. On average it is over 250. I don't now if you have played in games where you shoot pills and they suffer no damage, mine trees that are not actually there, or can't even snipe an lgm to the point that you don't even bother, but these are symptoms of my game play in Winbolo.

Let me complete the facts about the game with Stimpy. It was a very close game in which Stimpy intentionally "killed" me a number of times (2 possibly 3). I was frustrated that this was costing us the game that we could win. I said that if I was near him at that moment I would "beat him half to death". Let me add that I have never thrown a punch at anyone since I was probably about 9 years old, if you count a slap as a punch.

Watch the log where jhood left me by myself being double teamed in a 4v4 or 5v5. It was definitely not me screwing most of the game up. If you would just listen to yourself. "It is all ErYan's fault, end of story". The converse of your argument is that in fact, jhood should know better since he is a better player. Let's just blame ErYan.

At no stage in your argument did you address the fact that you are a narcissist. Instead you continue to attack me. This is an illogical "ad hominem" argument, specifically "tu quoque" and it may satisfy some readers, but not me. I can admit that I might have narcissistic tendencies, but accept that I am far from perfect. Are you perfect Hellscream?

As a teacher, you do not install confidence. You are Jon's mentor and I have seen you berate him in a way that is entirely inappropriate. I have significant experience as a teacher and mentor (at University and in my job) and this is probably the most successful way to destroy all of Jon's confidence. It is something he lacks (sorry if you take offense Jon, but this is my opinion). I am ready to admit that he would probably beat me 1v1 if he had more confidence. The confidence that has been eroded from him. I have been trying to work out if "tough love" is the tried and true method of the Winbolo/Bolo apprenticeship, but I can tell you now, players will improve more when they are nurtured. Kaos, for example, was such a great mentor, because he didn't get frustrated with me and never once did he berate me.

I don't suffer road rage, but it is not an absurd assumption, given my constant "whining" in games:
"oh you f--kin dick, you crossed into my lane" = "oh you f--kin dick, you killed my lgm"
Once again, a fallacious argument. You bet I suffer from road rage? Where is the evidence? Did you state the argument if in fact I did not suffer from Road Rage?

The comparison to Stalin was an illustration. The fact that myself and all readers assume that you have never killed a person would make this very clear. The poignancy is that Stalin acted callously without any sense of guilt. You do not believe you have any guilt about the way you make others feel. If you did, you would know how I feel and find a different way to take out your frustrations instead of always attacking and blaming me for the loss. Can you admit that your post-game attacks are not helpful?

Please re-read what I wrote. I asked who else you have driven away from Winbolo. I am interested if this has happened before.

As a fellow player, my only advice is to nurture Jon, Diabolo and all the other players. I know you get frustrated. So do I, and probably a large percentage of the Winbolo community at some point. But I admit that I was wrong to whine. I have no right to blame others, even though they may even be "partly" at fault. This is a team game. You win as a team, and you lose as a team.

I hope this addressed your issues.

In Summary (start reading again Jinx):
- I don't think you are a mass-murderer, although you have killed me, as your teammate, multiple times
- I think you exhibit narcissistic tendencies, similar to my own
- Nurture Jon, Diabolo and all Boloers, replacing verbal attacks with objective assessments of their games. Analyse your own game first before saying a word about anyone else's. If you could do this, it would be the best result from this situation.

ErYan you are obviously a very sensitive individual. Yes hellscream can be an asshole but the internet is full of them. You just need to take a deep breath and realize anything someone tells you on the internet is in the end meaningless. Develop some skin and just play your game and stop allowing yourself to become so upset.

erm wtf have i missed something?

eryan has an alter ego?

wtf's a narccasist???

:?

Kaos wrote:

erm wtf have i missed something?

eryan has an alter ego?

wtf's a narccasist???

:?

Eryan is e=mc2

Narcissist is someone who basically just loves himself way too much. And vain.

I would say tl;dr, except I did read it. Now I want that 10 minutes of my life back.....

Min

hmmm, Eryan, there are 2 different kinds of trollers. ones that just want a change and ones that want to fuck shit up.

ok, thrall is hs, halfwaycrook is fube, payroll is jon, and in most cases if you ask them who they are no pause is involved.

you HOWEVER, clamed to be just a different person. this effects teams and all sorts of shit.

you cant be this thin skinned with a group like this. they let me play dodge ball as a kid and if no one was really watching the game face shots were mandatory baby. i was the glasses kid so whenever a coach would see me without glasses they knew face ball was in effect. LAME.

most will not admit to this but just about every player here cries about something excessively.

be that a dirty dirty back spike, or carpet mineing, or a players performance.

btw, good luck finding a multi-player game with players that are not going to talk a bunch of shit and be assholes.

we tend to accept anyone that joins Teamspeak and fucks some doorknobs with us. kinda shows most players your sticking around for a little bit.

we dont have a lot of players and your little troll there was never really put at super noob value. what are you crying about?
so, the moral of this whole stupid high post is as followed.

just play bolo and stop being such a nancy boy. shits not going to go your way and people will blame whoever the fuck they want. if you think someone is out of line say so then fuckin MOVE ON.

-Fube

Dirty backspiking whores!

I ....(yawn)... Im terribly sorry.... but your ...wrong.. (huge drawn out obvious yawn)... but it takes.. a great...deal to bore me









[dies]

Like others have said and I'll say it again to you Eryan:

Don't wear your heart on your sleeve on the internet. I'm sorry if this is the first time you've had to deal with a prick like me in an internet game (the veteran who talks smack and only blames noobs blah blah w/e)....its just how I am.

This is not some kissy kissy family type situation we have here. We are all mostly grown-ups who have real lives and real jobs beyond the world of bolo....in a way bolo and other internet activities provide an escape from the real world for whatever reasons for most of us.

Then there are people like you who pretty much bring your life issues and attitudes into bolo and the internet in general....that people shouldn't be mean because its not nice and people should say please and thank you and only have words of encouragement for everyone that comes their way.

That's all fine...you are entitled to that opinion of how the internet should be and how people ought to be on the internet. You can also have your opinion on that people like me drive many players away....because of my rudeness, over-bearing and what-not. Whatever your opinions are...whether they be that I am the sole grumpy grouch that plays bolo or that fube wears pink underwear....I really don't give a damn.

What I do give a damn about is that you have decided to equate internet behaviour with real life behaviour. That because I am a narcissist in bolo...I am one in real life in the real world. That is quite a sad opinion to have and we are quite doomed if people were really like what they portray themselves to be in the internet. That's what I mean by saying you are immature. You may not be immature in real life with real world issues....but you are definitely immature when it comes to interacting with faceless names over the internet.

To cut to the point: I really don't give a damn about how you or anyone else interprets what I say in a psychologically neo-dweebie kinda way. Its the FUCKING internet boyo....grow a pair or fuck off.

P.S.

Jon is plenty confident....he even riles fube up in a game with strategically placed words when he's ahead (and kicking fubey's ass). That's the great thing about teamspeak....it adds another dimension to help bridge the facelessness of the internet...maybe you should try it sometime.

The fact that you can somehow magically "see" that Jon is suffering from my verbal/textual abuse or whatever....shows exactly which one of us is full of themselves.

Jon takes things in jest, he often teases me on how I mocked him in his epic 1v1 encounter with skeet some time ago....that without my voice berating him bolo isn't the same (I don't have a mic still as my old one broke).

And then we have you....someone who wears his heart on his sleeve and takes everything personally....and now you're "quitting" the game again because nasty ole hellscream was mean to you. BOOO-frickin-HOO.

But its ok....you've obviously figured everyone out mr. internet personality genius. :S

P.S.S

All thats needed in this thread now is a stimpy gif/pic.

Kaos, for example, was such a great mentor, because he didn't get frustrated with me and never once did he berate me.

Just realised this little doozie here.

Why don't you ask Kaos who HIS mentor was?

I bet it must have been some really patient, sweet, encouraging kinda guy in bolo....and who wouldn't mind holding his wife's purse while shes in the ladies room in real life...

...right?

Whoa... that .gif is a jpeg!

And Hellscream: fube wears BABY BLUE underwear, not pink. :>

Fube wears underwear? Must be multiple Fubes around...

Emc=eryan2: I think you should really give team speak a chance before you quit Winbolo 4 life. When you see text in irc it is very hard to see the emotion and meaning (i.e. sarcasm, anger, flirtatious tones?) in what is being said. A lot of times when it seems like Hellscream or Stimpy or Lancelot might be berating you they are actually just explaining how you f'd up and the are not pissed at all (Ok Lance really is yelling and is likely pissed). Sure they hate to lose, everyone does but mass murderer? With team speak you can hear the emotion and read the intention a lot better and actually even receive real time coaching and become a much better player with it. I'm certainly not a good player but I feel like I am a serviceable teammate and a lot of it is due to team speak. It really is a great tool in online gaming. The only thing that doesn't change with team speak is that Fido is a creeper!

I wrote another long email but decided that there is no benefit in propagating this argument with you Hellscream (you would have loved that one Jinx, definite yawn-worth material; Min, 10 minutes I have given back to you, let’s call it even).

This is not about real life. I did not relate this to “real life behaviour” – it was you who brought up road rage. Narcissism may transcend the meta-physical boundaries of the real and internet world. However, only you know your behaviour in the real world.

This entire argument comes down to the fact that your actions in Winbolo erode my enjoyment of the game. We circle endlessly: but ErYan is too easily hurt, but Hellscream is too mean, but ErYan is too easily hurt….. You have tried to blame me, when ultimately your behaviour is the cause. No need to study cause and effect, let us briefly consider the scenario where you had never acted this way. Would there be any issues? Spin, lance, UD etc have berated me, but why is it that your actions are the ones hat go that bit too far?

Hellscream: “But I have a right to act whatever way I like!”

Hiding away behind an internet persona is not an argument for a lack of respect for others.

“I hate you”
“You are worthless”
“F--k you ****”
etc

The fact that most people on this forum agree with you Hellscream seals the deal.

One of the reasons I missed Azz so much was that he never gave a shit. On his team I could play with freedom, knowing that a fuck up was not going to matter. We lost a lot of games because he was always willing to take the noobs but it was always fun.

You are telling me not to take your abuse so seriously, but then why do you have to take it so seriously? If you are not serious then why do you need to insult other people? It is a contradiction from which you can not escape.

You are trapped in four blocks. You have no bullets. Your allies can not get to you.

That is the logic of your argument.

hellscream wrote:

Kaos, for example, was such a great mentor, because he didn't get frustrated with me and never once did he berate me.

Just realised this little doozie here.

Why don't you ask Kaos who HIS mentor was?

I bet it must have been some really patient, sweet, encouraging kinda guy in bolo....and who wouldn't mind holding his wife's purse while shes in the ladies room in real life...

...right?

ive had a few main mentors if im honest.
addbot took the time to show me the basic pilltakes when i first started out for which i was very grateful.
chaps taught me a thing or two about defense and lgm control.
min has coached me quite a bit with strategy and battlefield awareness.
and of course hellscream has been there all through my bolo career and helped me out alot with pretty much everything when ive needed it.
lots of people have taught me stuff and yes its been a tough road and ive had, and still get, my fair share of the verbal beatings. i dont ever take it bad although i have done in the past until i learned to man up take it on the chin. once you understand how these american/canadians go on it really is absolutley nothing. yeah things can get heated and harsh sometimes but they are really only trying to help you out. gotta laugh along with it and learn from it, or, take offense and cry about it :/
i agree with jon about the teamspeak aspect. you really do understand alot more the attitudes of the players if you take the time to interact with them properly. these people come here to play bolo and have a laugh.
you get the piss taken wherever you go eryan. fuck if you lived and worked in england youd have to be a bit more toughskinned to get through the day.
this to me is how guys get along together. we all rip the piss as much as possible outa eachother, eachothers moms or whatever.
tis true of the bolo community same as real life also :/
i dont get what the big fuss is...
diabolo could take some information from this post too ;)
MAN UP pal! take it on the chin or up the arse your choice :/

Eryan joined ts. I love his accent! Like an australian Fube :D

I really don't feel like spending any more time repeating what everyone's been trying to say to you.

If it means soooo much to you Eryan....you can have the last word......heck you can say that you're the winner here and I've been defeated by your impeccable logic and common sense. Something to put on your epitaph...."was always the good guy in real life and the internet too...and never lost!"

Plus good job with your newest fake "I'm leaving waaaah" tirade. Seriously dude, you're the ONLY one so far thats reacted in such a long drawn out hissy-fit to my so called asshole behaviour.

It's kinda painful reading your continued whinging and whimpering so in the interests of everyone here....this is my last post in this thread.

I'm done with your self-pitying sorry piece of aussie ass. Go share some of that butt love with derami fuck-o.

hes down eryan! ad hominem! ad hominem! learn the ways of the forum and you shall be a master soon

This was not a competition. This was a search for truth.

I lost, because I can't play - the deadly sin of pride. I also complain, wrath at my own deficiency, envy of those better. I can be a better person.

If you can't see any point I am making, no one has gained. Can you be a better person in Winbolo? The choice is entirely up to you.

ErYan you seem to think that after writing out these long and drawn out threads that hellscream is somehow going to change and get nicer... that's just not going to happen. Just accept it as fact. You can't change others behavior, not in real life either. So for you to continue to become a stronger person and live your life happier, the unfortunate truth is that you need to become less sensitive. In the end you becoming less sensitive will help you in your life in general. Think of it as a life skill. Because, trust me, hellscream isn't the last asshole you'll meet.

If you just end up running away to your hole every time, who's the one getting hurt? Who won? The asshole or you? Are you going to let the asshole win?

Kaos wrote:

hellscream wrote:

Kaos, for example, was such a great mentor, because he didn't get frustrated with me and never once did he berate me.

Just realised this little doozie here.

Why don't you ask Kaos who HIS mentor was?

I bet it must have been some really patient, sweet, encouraging kinda guy in bolo....and who wouldn't mind holding his wife's purse while shes in the ladies room in real life...

...right?

diabolo could take some information from this post too ;)
MAN UP pal! take it on the chin or up the arse your choice :/

Ive read every single word of this thread and do NOT wish to ask for my 30 minutes back. I find this post usefull cause im a skeeeeeeerub. :)